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Hiatus...Entering the Chrysalis

I'm taking some time just to be me for me as I keep evolving into a hopefully better and better version of me. 


Not to entertain but to just get my projects promised this year but not yet accomplished because of my accident, my covid and instead take time to catch up. 

To move all my posts from my former blog to this blog. 

Just to get my world ready to hopefully go very mindfully and intentionally into 2021. 

With that...there will be no new episodes of AUTHENTICALLY YOU until 2021 as I have some great interviews lined up in December and will debut them in the brand new year.

No I don't think new years are magical panaceas but they do allow you to set intentions and try to hit those intentions. I just want to take this time to reflect on what went well this past year, what I'd like to see change and how I can see more of my friends while still being safe.

It's been one helluva year y'all.

One that's changed all of us in ways we can't fully explain. In some ways I'm very happy for this year despite all of the challenges its presented.

Something big is coming...so as I take this time to figure out how to keep connecting with the world realize it's because I truly do have something I want to give to this world.

In my own way. 

<3 ANNA

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